That feeling inside
Lately I’ve been feeling…bleak. I’ve been gloomy, dispirited, and rattled. I’ve been going through disappointments and longing for the past 2 weeks. I want to get back to my old bubbly self but I can’t. I know what’s making me feel this way and i wish i could stop it, but sadly there’s nothing I can do about it. All I can do is sit here and wallow in self-pit about how abhorrent I feel. I don’t want to bore you guys with that so I’ll just talk about good events.
So i put up a new layout. I wanted something light, but I decided against it. This layout pissed me off when I couldn’t figure out the footer so i just removed it. It wasn’t worth it anymore. I don’t really know what to blog about, my best friend is moving to another school. That is a huge downer. I brought jolly ranchers to school today and everyone wanted some. It was fun and me being my not so selfish self gave it out. What’s the point of saying no? It would just make me seem rude. It’s nice to be in control, teenagers love sweets. :]
I’m ending the members only contest on Secretkiss. I only have on entry, so i might as well just not do the contest then. I’ll use the cash for something else. Maybe save it for a rainy day or something. Doesn’t it bother you when you ask someone a questions, and they reply with “huh?” That irks me! I mean are you serious? Do you have to do that? Anyways enough drama, what’s everyone been up too?
I love everything!
That’s a good thing to think about the positive stuff.. Lately my life has been just boring. I feel like I’m not even living… I just don’t know what to do. :( And well today wasn’t my besttt day I was feeling kinda down :( but now that I think of it, it was just insignificant problems anyways.. :( I have an exam friday and I’m stressing about it.. I really hope I do well… but crap my right ear is totally blocked since last night :( its so annoying and it gives me headaches. :(
Sunny Reply:
September 25th, 2010 at 10:40 am
@aindrila,
She hasn’t actually left yet, it all depends on her mom. They are moving to a new house and that new house requires a new school so i just hope they don’t move till we’re done with school. Thank you.
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