Looking Back
Ever hear a specific song that just makes so much memories come to your mind? It could be sad memories or happy ones. The song make you tear up and you’re heart ache wishing you could turn back time to that specific memory, either wanting to relive it or want to change it. I’m currently listening to The Dance by Westlife, I haven’t heard their songs in forever and I don’t know what lead me to the song but I just can’t get it out of my head. It’s like one of those sit in bed and think about your life song.
Is it too early for me to be thinking about someone I want to grow old with? I mean I’m fine with being single because I chose to be, the boys at my school aren’t exactly what I look for in a guy. Sometimes I just sit and think of my future and who I’ll end up with. I’ve seen marriages fail and I’ve learn a lot from people I see in a relationship. The mistakes they make, how unhappy they make each other sometimes.
I don’t want that. I’m not saying it’s going to be some fairy tale, there will be problems but i want special person. I want to have a love filled marriage, not those marriage where the couple feel stuck with other because of their kids. I live with that everyday I don’t like it. Every marriage I’ve seen it just sucks, like there’s no love, no anything! I don’t want that, I don’t want to feel trapped, I want to wake up happy and feel happy.
You guys remember those Piczo days? I think Piczo was the beginning for a bunch of web-designers, but now it’s nothing but a dump. A lot of people have given it a bad name. I was browsing by the other day when I can across this site, basically the owner steals from people openly and then offers it for other people to steal. How sad is that? To the person it’s all fun and games. People like that make me think “what’s the point?” If someone’s just going to ruin your work then why bother?
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Georgina commented on August 14, 2011 at 09:02
Just saying, I fall in love with this layout every time I see it. The colours are just amazing!
And I love the icons in this post.
A lot of songs conjure up memories for me and make me really sad. One is Honey and the Moon by Joseph Arthur, though it also makes me happy, just happy at the little moments that make life great. I’m sure you have some of those too. Some songs make me cry of happiness because they remind me how lucky I am.
I don’t listen to Westlife, and I’m sick of their You Raise Me Up song as it’s overplayed, but it is a beautiful song that puts a smile on my face.
You’re not too young to start thinking about the future like that. When I was 13 I thought I’d marry my then-boyfriend. I was so young! Just know that in love, not everything is how you expect it, and sometimes it comes by WHEN you least expect. Nothing is perfect but you will definitely find that relationship that is right. <3
I was never a member of Piczo and never had a site there… but the reputation of people there with their stealing habits, grr! I guess a lot of people still steal these days. x_X Lots of people on Piczo are really young and immature and just don't get it, sadly.
I linked you back on georgie.nu! <33 I like that scrolly function on TLB a lot hahaha.
$800 is a lot! I'm glad you got all of that and there weren't problems. Don't spend it all now. XD
In Australia they actually encourage you to get a loan if you are eligible. Sometimes you can just put your entire thing on a loan and pay it back later, but other times you can pay some immediately and get a discount. Of course you can pay it all if you want. XD I keep telling my parents to let me pay off the rest of my university fees but they keep telling me that I can always do that later on. I have enough money and I'm secretly putting it aside so I can pay asap LOL.
I hate when I'm napping and someone calls me or wakes me up. Very annoying and disrupting. I like naps. o-o;
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Simone commented on August 14, 2011 at 12:38
There are a lot of songs that bring back memories and just make me think about life. Those are the songs I listen to when I get all caught up in my feelings.
I think about the person I’m going to grow old with all the time. I often wonder who it’s going to be, the person I want it to be at the moment, the person I’d least expect or someone I have yet to meet. I don’t want my marriage to fail in divorce and I certainly don’t want to be forced into it because of kids or anything like that. I just want things to happen. I witness marriages filled with love all the time though, I just hope mine turns out the same.
I think I am one of the few people who didn’t start off on Piczo. It just never appealed to me.
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It certainly has been a while since we’ve talked.
It is hard to believe we’ve made it this far. Seems like just yesterday I was a entering freshman. When I think about it High School was a complete breeze.
This worthless summer went by fast too. This time next Sunday I’ll be getting ready for my first day of my senior year -_-
Thanks, I’m sure things will work out for my grandma in the end.
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To be honest, I have the same fears/doubts as you have. I often wonder how one will ever find love these days, everyone seems to be divorcing or fighting. =(
Yep, I made the plushies from scratch. I hope to sell a few someday, but… I procrastinate too much.
i don’t know why, it’s just that one minute i think this site is it but then a few weeks/months later the site is bleah to me and i want to start fresh.
Here’s a snapshot though –
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August 16th, 2011 at 12:47 pm
@becca, it didn’t. :( it was the stupid smiley face.
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