longing for you…
Heyyyy.
That was a quick huh? I didn’t think I would be blogging today again, but here I am typing my heart out. Lately I’ve been feeling…like I need someone. Someone to hold, love, just someone I can be with, a person to make me smile. I look around and see couples smilies each other and they have aura around them. Sometimes just being next to them makes me feel like I’m intruding on their moment. The more I feel that way the more I can’t wait for high school to be over. The all the good ones are taken and the rest are just not want I need. I’m not saying I need a boyfriend…that would be nice, but what I need doesn’t have to be a boyfriend, it could just be a friend. Someone who I can share secrets with, someone I can be myself with, someone who can be themselves with me. I’m the kind of girl who loves romance, the kind who would want to sit in front of a fireplace, wrapped with a blanket just enjoying the moment with the one she loves. I want the romance you see on TV. You might be thinking “what the hell is wrong with her? She’s only 16,” but that’s just the way it is. I can’t help that feeling.
I entered a contest to win an iPod Shuffle and an iTunes giftcard at dream-ling.net. Some people don’t like shuffles but I do, i don’t want to see the song I’m going to listen to next. I want it to be a surprise. I’m going to be making a new layout soon, I was thinking vintage, but who knows my mind might change last minute. It could be a dark layout again, sorry to those who don’t like dark layout, I just love them. :]
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Sage commented on November 18, 2010 at 02:00
I love dark layouts. I used to be right into designing gothic layouts but I have stopped that for the time being. I will pick it up again at a later stage.
It is nice to have someone to share time with. That was what I missed about Sean. I didn’t miss the boyfriend/girlfriend aspect, it was the companionship. And that is perfectly normal, even at 16. You feel what you feel. And there is nothing wrong with that.
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Tiffany commented on November 17, 2010 at 22:11
Awww girlie I hope you find someone:) A friend or a boyfriend! I kinda get you, except I have a good support system for friends so I don’t feel lonely there but I kind of want a boyfriend. I never been in a serious relationship. My longest one was like 3 months or less lol. I know what you mean about someone caring. Everyone in HS is so busy with getting into college, that everyone focus on themselves, you know?
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